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dr. meredith grey. ([info]drgrey) wrote,
@ 2009-01-24 14:55:00

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psl scene 002
Meredith Grey was going to be in trouble, that much was sure. Bailey was going to absolutely murder her when she saw her. She was supposed to be at the hospital, dressed and ready for rounds at six thirty. It was now five minutes past seven and Meredith had just swung her car, nearly hitting a parked one, into the parking lot outside the hospital. She was a dead intern walking. And it was all Derek's fault, at least in her mind it was. They had been 'dating' a week, again, if you could call it that. Since, no one, not even Cristina had said anything about it, if they even knew. They'd been dating a week and she'd crashed out, in his arms on his tiny little excuse for a couch, in his trailer, watching Conan on his television. See, it was all his fault that she wasn't at her home, in her bed, where her alarm clock was. No, instead, she was woken up to the sound of her phone vibrating across a hard wooden table top that made up Derek's desk/dining room table. Meredith Grey was not the type of person who liked to be awoken to the sound of plastic vibrating across wood. No, the alarm on her alarm clock was much more peaceful sounding. And it was also set for thirty minutes before she had to be at work. Instead of being a message from Cristina, asking where the hell she was, and telling her how Bailey was going to absolutely and seriously kill her. It was kind of obvious to say that the last twenty five minutes had been a mad dash for Meredith. She was in the kind of hurry that almost certainly entailed your hair frizzing out and flying around you and you almost definitely tripping over your own feet.

She had left Derek a quickly scrawled note. The man could sleep through almost everything. Perhaps it was all that hair covering his ears. That had to be it. That was the only way that a man could sleep through the frenzied noise that Meredith had left in her path to put her shoes on, grab her coat and phone and run outside to her Jeep. She made it to the hospital in record time, seeing as how Derek lived about fifteen minutes further away from the hospital than she did. The entire way there she thanked whatever God there may be, that she was a surgeon and capable of multitasking. As she drove, she managed to get her hair pulled up into a makeshift ponytail, and also managed to locate her beeper from the inside of her bag, and clipped it to the waistband of her jeans, just to make it easier once she actually got into the hospital. She made the mad dash to the locker room, taking her coat off on the way and folding it hastily over her arm. The locker room was abandoned when she barged into it. Meredith went straight for her locker, pulling her turtleneck off over her head, and tossing it in there, before pulling the powder blue scrubs on immediately after. She did the same for her pants and slipped out of her flats and quickly put on her Chucks, hopping towards the door as she did so. Damn it, forgot her stethoscope and her beeper was still attached to her jeans. She hastily went back to the locker, and pulled both of the offending items from their respective places, putting one around her neck and the other attached to her pants.

It didn't take long to find the rest of the group, Cristina, George, Alex and Izzie plus a few other interns that she wasn't particularly close with, followed Bailey into the room of a patient that must have arrived over the night. Meredith tried to slip into the back of the group, but had no luck, since as she slid in beside Cristina who was giving her the 'where the hell have you been?' look, Dr. Bailey said, without even sparing her a glance, as she took the chart from the end of the patient's bed, "Nice you you to join us, Grey," before she started to go through the routine of introducing the patient to the group, explaining why they were there. Meredith at least had the good sense to look ashamed when she was called out for being late. "Where the hell were you?" Cristina leaned over and whispered harshly, voicing her earlier look. "I overslept... It's not a big deal," Meredith told her back, keeping her eyes forward on the case, not wanting to draw more attention to herself than she'd already gotten. She could tell though, from the corner of her eye, that Cristina very clearly was not buying that it was just that she 'overslept'.


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[info]dshepherd
2009-11-09 03:42 am UTC (link)
A lot had been going on in his mind for the past week. Meredith had finally gotten past everything, even though he wasn't sure he had made it that far. Addison was still looming around in the nursery, stealing glances at him and pretending to be checking whatever infants were in the incubator. On top of all of that, there were a thousand things around the hospital to worry about. The elevator was one of them. Everytime the doors opened, he felt as if he had to stand on baited breath. Who was on the other side? If it was Meredith, then the ride would be at least minorly pleasant. The two of them were still in an awkward stage, but they were working past it. If it was Addison, it would be three minutes of agony as he watched the numbers ding up to the surgical ward. Who's idea was it to put it on the fourth floor anyway? It would be much more convinent to get the gurneys through if it was located lower..

The morning had been spent just as every other morning had been. He'd woken up alone with a note scrawled on a post-it and stuck to the door of the small refridgerator. The familiar writing brought forth a smile to his face, which quickly faded as he looked at the beeper that was buzzing on top of the petite table. Grasping out for it, he looked down at the number and let a groan fall past his lips. Wonderful way to start the day.. the post-it would have sufficed. Now his shower would be anything but leisurely, and he'd have to dress himself in whatever clothes were lying on the dresser. With everything that he had to do, he was ready in a little less than ten minutes. His hair was still wet as he bent over to tie his shoes, grabbing the beeper and stuffing it into the bottom of his pocket. There'd be no time to stop and pick up two identical cups of coffee today, Meredith would have to fend for herself on the caffiene binges. Just as there was every other day, some trauma was bound to walk in the doors and require most, if not all, of his attention. By the time he made it out to his Jeep, the damned beeper was going off against his thigh again. "Can't wait for ten minutes," he muttered to himself, sliding the key into the ignition and jerking the shift into gear.

Thankfully for him, he didn't have a set schedule. He was there when they needed him, which apparently was now. It couldn't be that important, or the chief would have sent him a more frenzied message.. possibly with misspelled words. That gave him at least a bit of a relaxing window, time to get to the hospital where he wouldn't be breaking the speed limit by too much. Even with the window, he made it to the front door in a little less than ten minutes. A small wave was offered to the girls at the front desk, and he took a deep breath before hitting the elevator button. Thankfully, when the door opened, there was no one inside. Maybe it was his morning after all. Stepping into the small chamber, he pressed the glowing number four and watched the doors slowly close.. until a hand of manicured nails stopped it. Addison offered a sly smile and slid into the elevator. "There's room, right?" Derek took a moment to himself, pressing his back against the back of the elevator and staring up at the ceiling. "Absolutely. Fire code says so, right?" The agonizing elevator ride had begun, watching the numbers count up and all.

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[info]drgrey
2009-11-09 04:05 am UTC (link)
While Derek wasn't on any sort of a set schedule, Meredith definitely was. Her set schedule was every day. Or at least, that's what it felt like for a surgical intern. The days, the hours, sometimes the few minutes she wasn't at the hospital, she was at least thinking about the hospital. Wondering what kind of surgeries she was missing, on if she should have just fallen into the on call room instead of driving home for fifteen minutes in her own bed only to be called back in for a major wreck twenty minutes later. The life of an intern had very little down time. The time she did have, she spent wisely, and recently, with Derek. They were still in that strange awkward phase that felt very much like the beginnings of their relationship, only more intensified. It was a whole huge game of freaking' tag, where they didn't know what to call each other, how to behave around each other at work, now that he was Mr. Divorced and she had finally started to lose her reputation as Seattle Grace's McWhore of the Year. Honestly, she had no idea what they were doing, where it was going or whether or not she'd get her Bright and Shiny fairy tale ending she'd thought she'd get only months before. Surgeons liked certainty. It was rare that, in their field, that someone would like to go in blind. Going in blind was dangerous. You could nick an artery and bleed your heart and soul out onto the table. You could stumble upon some new tumor eating away at what you had before. Blind was stupid. But, one thing that Meredith did know with certainty was that, for the most part, she was happier with Derek than without him. She had been the miserable, Pick Me, Choose Me, girl before and now she was at least on the same awkward, weirdo page as he was. He wasn't a chapter ahead of her, or even reading a whole different book, anymore. She wasn't skipping lines and speed-reading to catch up. They were on the same page and at least, if it had to be awkward, there was that small condolence.

Rounds began to break up for the day, George and Izzie got 'Awesome Heart Tumor Guy', or at least, that's what Christina had bitterly told her as Bailey assigned them the rest of their duties. "Karev, Grey, You're in the pit today. Try not to kill anyone," She told him, looking down at the clipboard in her hands. "Yang, you come with me," the little woman said as she turned heel and started in the other direction. Christina and Meredith exchanged a brief 'What?' look before Christina rushed off behind Bailey. "If she gets a kickass surgery and we're stuck with whiny kids with nosebleeds…" Alex started, and Meredith was sure that he probably finished it off with some off the wall threat, but she wasn't really paying attention. Because at that moment, the elevator doors behind them opened revealing Derek… and Addison. Derek and Addison. In an elevator together. Meredith knew it was stupid, she really, really did, but there was always that little thought in the back of her mind that this wasn't something serious. That he'd decide that he wanted Addison back instead. He'd picked her once, chosen her over Meredith before and really, tall, statuesque ex-wife over gangly surgical intern, didn't seem like a hard choice. Meredith yanked her attention away from them, and back to Alex when she realized he was still talking to her, "What?" She asked, furrowing her brow lightly. It was way to early to be dealing with Alex without coffee. "Dude, You got it bad," He told her, that stupid freaking' shit eating grin on his face. "Shut up, or every kid that even looks like he's going to throw up, I'm sending your way."

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[info]dshepherd
2009-11-09 04:41 am UTC (link)
The elevator ride did take an eternity, and the both of them didn't say more than two words to each other the entire ride. Addison tried to smile a couple of times, and every attempt that Derek made to return the gesture was entirely awkward at best. "Have a good day, Addison." The comment was made quickly as the door opened, and he looked out towards the doctors and interns moving around the pit. Meredith and Karev were in the pit, going over something that Karev obviously found entertaining. "Morning," he muttered quickly, hoping that the second genuine smile of the day would portray his message better than the one word greeting. Addison came up behind him, clearly having not gone the other way as he had hoped she would. "Dr. Grey, I'd like you on my service today," Addison stated matter of factly, glancing down at the chart in front of her before looking up to meet her eyes. With a sharp turn of his head, Derek nearly glared at the woman who he used to call his wife. "Addison, I'm sure Bailey wanted Meredith in the pit for a reason today." He'd stick up for her as best as he could without giving in to 'fraternization in the workplace', or favoritism. Maybe Addison actually had an amazing surgery for Meredith to stand in on, but judging by the look on her face, spending hours with his ex wasn't really worth the experience. Dr. Bailey walked through the pit with a trail of interns almost as if on a timer, and Addison stopped her in her tracks with a chart in her hand and arms crossed over her chest. "I'd like to take Grey today if I could, Miranda. I've got a possible section later on if the breech doesn't correct itself." Bailey scoffed silently for a few moments, looking back and forth between Addison and Derek. "Grey, you're with Addison." With those words, another quiet groan fell off of his lips, stuffing his hands into his pockets. While Bailey was walking away, he heard her mutter under her breath, "Bet the pit doesn't look too bad now."

Karev turned to the two of them with a chart in his hands. "Well, what about me?" With the beeper going off in his pocket again, he ran a hand through his still damp hair. "That boy over there has alcohol poisoning. Doesn't look bad enough to pump his stomach, he's just going to have to get rid of it the natural way. You might want to look into that." Glancing down at his pager, he took it as a summon to meet the chief in room 214. "Good luck," he said, mostly to himself as he stuffed the pager back into his pocket and started down the hall to find the room. Cutting would definitely bring his mood up. At least it would occupy his time until the entire Addison Meredith thing settled over. It was official, she had crossed over to the dark side and was trying to ruin his life. Anything new?

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[info]drgrey
2009-11-11 03:58 am UTC (link)
Wonderful. Fan-freaking-tastic. This was karma, Meredith was sure of it. This was the universe's way of striking down the dirty slutty mistress, even months later. As if a day in the pit hadn't seemed bad, enough, the prospect of spending the entire day on Addison's service didn't really interest her anymore. The completely rational part of her knew that despite all of the personal problems that she and the woman had, that the redhead was a world class surgeon. It wouldn't be a stretch to call her amazing with a scalpel. Logically, she knew that there was a lot she could learn from her, and that that was what she was here to do -- learn. Unlike some of her peers who had no interest in other fields, Cristina was all about Cardio and Alex was a Plastics Wanna-be, Meredith had no idea how she wanted to specify, right now. A day in neonatal would be one where she would learn things -- from any other person. That was the real crux of it, wasn't it? Whether or not Addison was actually willing to teach her, or whether she was just going to run her down and run her ragged. Or at least, try to. Meredith wasn't one to sit back and give up. She would hold her head high, and trudge through the day… then bitch about the She-Shepherd to Cristina later.

"Doctor Montgomery-Shepherd, How fa--" Meredith started before she was cut off sharply by the statuesque freaking perfect woman. "Doctor Montgomery," She corrected, "But you know that, don't you, Doctor Grey?" Meredith looked at her blankly for a moment. She had honestly not thought that her name would change. Logically, she had known that, legally, her name would revert, but… "Doctor Montgomery," She started again, "How far along is the patient," She questioned, wondering if this was going to be a pre-mature situation or a fully developed child they were dealing with, as they walked towards the room. "Look at the chart, Grey." She told her, thrusting the metal book in her direction.

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